Thu, Jun. 3rd, 2004, 12:07 pm
cause im bored
welp im at home doing absolutely nothing. there was really nothing else for me to do except update my journal so here i am. lets see, the past week or so, ive been doing chores and yard work. pretty much everyday. while also running and working out of course. gotta keep in shape for season. my friends recently came over and we pretty much talked until 2 in the morning. that was exciting i guess. i miss my college and the area. it sucks to live here. i just wanna go back but i dont wanna go back to the school part of it, with hw and everything that goes along with that. well ya its been a boring summer so far and ya so thats about it.. im going to take a shower now see ya
well, im done with my first year at college. thats pretty wonderful. however, we did stink it up at regionals and that was sucky. my softball banquet was the 16th and that was a sad day. i wanted to cry but i just couldnt. im going to miss the seniors so much. then on monday i visited with my friend jessica and we talked for pretty much the whole night till we couldnt keep our eyes open, then i drove home. on wed the 19th i ended up taking a train down south in order to see my friends and hang out for a night. that was good times like always. i miss them already. laura was suppose to go but she didnt! sadly... and i also learned a few things about my softball team and that put my into shock. anyways i took a one way train ride down there and i stayed with my sister thurs and fri then she had to drive home cause she has some wedding crap to do with the fiance, which im definately not going to. so now its saturday and its been about a little over a week since ive been home, and im currently trying to find a job in this forsaken city... dont know how well that going to turn out.. but im still trying.. in the mean time im cleaning up the house and getting in shape.. that always makes me happy.. so thats the update so far.. this is the first time ive actually wanted to sit down and write a journal for a while.. so there it is.. im going to take a shower now.. peace
Mon, May. 3rd, 2004, 04:27 pm
so i don't know if it could BE ANY hotter in these dorm rooms... its pretty stifling right now... yes what a great word.. my room mate is leaving tomorrow! party in nats room.. i didnt know i would ever be able to get my room back.. there is only a small part of me that feels at all sad that i will never see her again.. i guess the fact that i just saw her everyday of my life my freshman year in college is prob the reason.. change is coming and coming really fast and i dont like it.. there are so many things that i am sad about as my first year in college comes to a close.. i wanna cry but my brain hurts so much right now i just cant.. i have themes in lit tomorrow with my beastly teacher.. this final is going to be hell let me just say.. so i am actually trying to get as prepared for it as possible since i normally never do for my finals.. i figure since i have nothing else to do.. and it keeps my mind off the fact that people are leaving this school and we will never play softball again together.. great now i have my mind back on it..alright well im going to take a nap right now.. then prob take a shower to wash all the sweat i have accumulated while sleeping... im out..
Mon, Apr. 12th, 2004, 08:01 pm
so today was an alright day. i went to bed last night at like 10 30 and didnt get up today until 11 30am. i prob could have slept longer if my friends didnt come in and wake me up. so i got up threw on my practice clothes and went to subway with the girls. then i went to the training room got rubbed out and stuff then off to practice. im not allowed to throw until at least wed. i dont have a game until saturday i was told so thats great for my arm. once practice was all done our coach informed us we had to run the trail. i was going to run it no matter what, but hey thats great. i need to get some running in. one doesnt run very much when they are a pitcher. you like how i can write and write about myself, but when it comes to writing this damn argumentative paper for writing and research i cant bring myself to do it. i just want school to be done! this sucks. i just gotta suck it up and do it though. i already missed the rough draft day. good job nat. well after i ran the trail, i took a shower and then went to cocos with brit, sarah, and ash. that was good times as well. the cafe just didnt sound good tonight. so i am now back from dinner and not wanting to do my paper once more. its due on wed. like the final draft. i havent even written the stupid thing. ahh... plus i have to read this stupid book for eastern civ. ggrrrr alright im done typing i gotta get some stuff done.. see ya later
well tomorrow is easter sunday and ive had 4 days off of softball so far. its been a needed time off. so my arm is still hurt and i hope it gets better by tuesday. i went to pismo with my mom and sister. it was a pretty great time actually. we spent the night at a hotel practically on the beach. all friday we went shopping at the pismo outlets and i got tons of new stuff.. so i was excited to say the least. things are getting better, but still aren't the best. i have tons of homework i have yet to do, so im going home early on sunday afternoon ish so i will actually do it. everyone isnt coming back till monday morning before practice so i know ill be so bored sunday night ill actually do my essay ive been putting off for at least a month now. boy ive been lazy. well im pretty tired so i better head off to bed now. night :)
Wed, Apr. 7th, 2004, 11:34 am
have you ever just felt life sucks a lot sometimes... welp i feel like that right now... i left last night after my shitty game on tues.. my arm is hurt and i dont know whats wrong with it or how to make the pain stop... i packed up my crap and drove the 4 hours home at 9pm at night.. got home around 12 30.. i was haulin ass...i said bye to like 3 people... considering those are the only 3 people that give a damn.. alright well im venting and hopefully this break will be a good one.. see ya
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